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I'm not really Kesha. Unless, of course, I am...

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Today, after I watched my dog get run over by a car, I sat on the side of the road holding him and crying. And just before he died, he licked the tears off my face. MMT

Today, my wife kissed me goodbye, got in her car, crashed, and passed away. When the coroner called me at 9AM, I broke into tears and ran into the restroom at work to wash off my face. When I looked in the mirror, I noticed that my wife’s lipstick was still on my cheek. MMT

Today, it really sucked that my only true friend out of the 100+ people in the room, was the one lying in the casket. MMT

Today, on our 50th wedding anniversary, she smiled at me and said, "I only wish I had met you sooner." MMT

Today at the gym I saw the chubby girl from my high school that I used to tease. She is beautiful now, and in much better shape than me. MMT

Today, as I was quietly packing my lunch for work, my husband danced into the kitchen singing a made-up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he blushed and said, "Oh, you're still here!" Sneaking a peak into the daily routine of someone who truly loves me makes me smile and MMT.

Today, on the 4th anniversary of my brother's death, I still feel guilty. I was the party animal, he was the good kid. The one time he took my advice to "just let go and have fun," it ended his life. MMT

Today, as he sat there smiling at me, I wished I was prettier, so he would see me as more than just his best friend. MMT

Today, after 3 kids and 25 blissful years together, my youngest daughter reminded me that we were only seventeen when he asked me to marry him. MMT

Today, my best friend said to me, "I'm worried about my roommate drinking and driving. I’ve asked her to stop, but she keeps doing it. She's going to hurt herself and someone else someday." This evening, my best friend was hit by a drunk driver a block from her house. The driver was her roommate. MMT

Today, I dropped to my knees and nearly vomited when I read her suicide note and realized it blamed me. MMT

Today, I was stuck in traffic when I pulled up to a stop light and the driver next to me started honking. I looked over to see him hitting his steering wheel like a drum, smiling and having a blast. His music was so loud that he didn't even realize he was honking his horn to the beat of the music. MMT

Today, after a false diagnosis last week, I found out I don’t have cancer. MMT

Today, I took a wrong turn on my way home. I ended up on a beautiful country road lined with wild flowers and lush foliage, so I decided to drive a little further. After a mile, I came up on a local bakery and went in for a taste. I met a great guy there. We have a dinner date tomorrow at 7PM. MMT

Today, my wife is self-conscious because she's a bit overweight after bearing our two children. But I still can't stop myself from tearing her clothes off. MMT

Today, he asked me if I would take a road trip with him just to get out of town and see something new. I said, “Yes.” I asked him where he wanted to go. He said, “It doesn’t matter to me, as long as you’re riding shotgun.” MMT

Today, I left her a voicemail I know she’ll never receive. But I just had to hear her voice one last time. MMT

Today, as I watched my 75 year old grandmother and grandfather being silly with each other and laughing in the kitchen, I felt like I got a short glimpse of what true love feels like. I hope I find it someday. MMT

Today, when you asked me out, I said no. Not because I don't like you, but because it's easier than having my heart broken again someday. MMT

Today, if I hadn’t distracted you by sending you those flirtatious text messages, would you have seen the oncoming truck that crossed over the double solid lines into your lane? I fear the answer might be yes. RIP. MMT

Today, I could have saved her life when she called to tell me she needed to talk. But I told her I was busy and needed to call her back later. I didn’t realize there wouldn’t be a later. MMT

Today, when I shouted, "That's impossible! You can't do that!" he shouted back, "Watch me!" MMT

Today, my 60-year-old grandmother began losing her hair after her first chemo treatment. So my grandfather - who has a healthy head of hair - shaved his head just to make my grandmother smile. MMT

Today, and every school day, these two girls bring a boom box and dance in the hall before our chemistry class. When I asked what they were celebrating, one happily replied, "Life!" MMT

Today, when I said goodbye to him, my heart shattered into pieces because I knew I would never say hello to him again. MMT

Today, as I reviewed my applications to the universities I've wanted to attend for years, I realized I would have given up UC Davis and Stanford to keep the baby that my parents pressured me into aborting 2 months ago based on the belief that I would get nowhere with a child at 17. I still mourn my loss. MMT

Today, I stayed up all night reading MMT stories just to evade the heartache of waking up without her. MMT

Today, after my sister passed at the age of 32, I realized that the fragility of life is what makes it so meaningful, and that I waste too much time immersing myself in things that distract my attention away from the things that actually matter. MMT

Today, despite my parent's racist beliefs, I married my best friend. And I know with all my heart that it's the best decision I've ever made. MMT

Today, nearly 10 years ago to the hour, she accidentally rear-ended me at the corner of Broadway and 48th Street. Tomorrow, we’ll be celebrating our 8th wedding anniversary. She’s the love of my life. MMT

Today, as I stared at my happy, enthusiastic four year old son, I couldn’t help but wish that I could go back to knowing nothing and believing in everything the way he does. MMT

Today, I was driving my 4 year old daughter to her dance class. The law requires her to be seated in the backseat, but she begged me to sit in the front, so I let her. We hydroplaned into a guard rail and a metal rod went directly through the backseat where she sits. On any other day, she would have died. MMT

Today, when I asked her, "What are you thinking about?" she said, "You!" I've been waiting to hear her say that for almost 10 years now. MMT

Today, my mom is a healthy 54 year old who successfully owns and operates a popular bakery downtown – a goal she had all her life. 15 years ago she was diagnosed with cancer. In the face of death, she quit her store clerk job, opened the bakery, started chemo therapy, and succeeded on all fronts. MMT

Today, even after all of the abuse, when the phone rang, I still hoped it was him. MMT