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Today, after I watched my dog get run over by a car, I sat on the side of the road holding him and crying. And just before he died, he licked the tears off my face. MMT

Today, as I grasped my mother’s lifeless hand, and cried, I realized I never really hated her after all. MMT

Today, as I was quietly packing my lunch for work, my husband danced into the kitchen singing a made-up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he blushed and said, "Oh, you're still here!" Sneaking a peak into the daily routine of someone who truly loves me makes me smile and MMT.

Today, my mom called me (I'm at a college 2 hours away) to say that she loves me and that ever since I was born I’ve been primary source of her strength and happiness. She said, “I couldn’t have made it this far without you.” She’s the strongest person I know. MMT

Today, my baby sister kissed the scar on my forehead – the one I’ve been self-conscious of my whole life – and said, “I want a scar too, so I can be beautiful just like you.” MMT

Today, when I woke up, you were the first person I talked to. Then again tonight, just after supper, you were the last. And I don’t know if there is a heaven. But I miss you and I hope you can hear me. MMT

Today my father was in a car accident that left him paralyzed from the waist down. This morning, like almost every morning, he gave me a piggyback ride. If I had known it would be the last, I would have asked him to carry me much farther. MMT

Today, my boyfriend fell asleep in my arms, snoring just a little. It's crazy how happy it made me to hear him snore, sleeping peacefully. The room was all quiet, and there we lay. Him, snoring, and I, realizing just how much I love him. And that I’d rather be nowhere else. MMT

Today, as I baked my own birthday cake for my 16th birthday, I realized just how much I miss my mom. MMT

Today, it was the way she slept with me without having sex that made me realize she was the one. MMT

Today, I was at the airport waiting for my sister when I noticed a young, white couple waiting and looking very nervous and worried. Then a well dressed woman walked past security and toward them holding an Asian baby. Both of their faces lit up instantly. And the husband said, “That’s our new baby girl!” MMT

Today, I went to visit my dad. And as I stood at the foot of his grave, I realized that what I miss the most are the little things he'll never teach me. MMT

Today, I realized how hard my mother has worked since my father died - working two jobs just to put me through college and give me everything I need. I always complain to her about my problems, and she always listens, but she has never once complained to me about anything. MMT

Today, as I stared at my happy, enthusiastic four year old son, I couldn’t help but wish that I could go back to knowing nothing and believing in everything the way he does. MMT

Today, as I walked through the halls alone in my black goth attire, I realized I finally have my peers convinced that I want to be an outsider. But the truth is, I’m lonely and I just don’t know how to fit in with everyone else. MMT

Today, when I asked her, "What are you thinking about?" she said, "You!" I've been waiting to hear her say that for almost 10 years now. MMT

Today, I realized that it isn't the enemy overseas that scares me the most. It's that I love her so much, and I don't know if she'll wait for me. MMT

Today, a close friend of mine passed away at the age of 25. And while I've spent most of the day crying, I’ve spent the last 3 hours thinking about the fact that our lives are sometimes much shorter than we expect them to be - that each moment is a gift. Obvious thoughts that never really sunk in until now. MMT