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Today, as I waited impatiently at a red light, the car in front of me was far behind the line so I honked and the driver thought I honked because the light turned green, so she let go of her brake and ran the red light... and got fatally slammed by a semi-truck. MMT

Today, like most days, I worked longer than I needed to just to avoid going home. MMT

Today, on the 4th anniversary of my brother's death, I still feel guilty. I was the party animal, he was the good kid. The one time he took my advice to "just let go and have fun," it ended his life. MMT

Today, I told my mother she wasn't allowed to leave me until I was ready to say goodbye, but she didn't listen to me. MMT

Today, my mother died from lung cancer. But it was my father who smoked cigarettes in the house every day. MMT

Today, unaware that we were about to tell him that he had been diagnosed with leukemia, my little brother walked in on me and my parents crying at the kitchen table and jokingly said, "Whoa, who's dying?" MMT

Today, as they teased me and laughed hysterically, I just wished they could see the world through my eyes. MMT

Today, when we randomly bumped into each other in the subway station, my smile quickly faded when I realized he still hated me for the way I treated him when we were kids. MMT

Today, when I said goodbye to him, my heart shattered into pieces because I knew I would never say hello to him again. MMT

Today, I received a gigantic gift bag from one of my friends. She said she appreciated me being there for her, and that I am one of her best friends. She is mentally and physically handicapped, and I merely see her for half an hour once per week. MMT

Today, I realized that it isn't the enemy overseas that scares me the most. It's that I love her so much, and I don't know if she'll wait for me. MMT

Today, if I hadn’t distracted you by sending you those flirtatious text messages, would you have seen the oncoming truck that crossed over the double solid lines into your lane? I fear the answer might be yes. RIP. MMT

Today, as he sat there smiling at me, I wished I was prettier, so he would see me as more than just his best friend. MMT

Today, as I walked through the halls alone in my black goth attire, I realized I finally have my peers convinced that I want to be an outsider. But the truth is, I’m lonely and I just don’t know how to fit in with everyone else. MMT

Today is my birthday. I always used to wake up on my birthday to a giant "Happy Birthday" banner from my dad strung across the kitchen ceiling. It’s been 8 years since 9/11 and 8 years since I've seen a banner. MMT

Today, I flew to Miami to attend a wedding. But I ended up attending a funeral instead. MMT