Today, after I confirmed that my wife was cheating on me, I walked out in the backyard in the pouring rain with my handgun. Crazy thoughts were spinning through my mind. I wanted to die. I walked down to the lake behind our house, and walked into the lake until the water was up to my waste. I held the gun to my chin, and then I burst into tears and threw the gun into the lake. I walked back up to our back porch, still crying, when a loud crack of thunder shook the ground and bolt of lightning struck the lake close to where I had been standing a minute prior. And suddenly I felt nothing but grateful to be alive. MMT

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You deserve way better than to be cheated on. I'm glad you are still alive.

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Hey, I know EXACTLY what you are going through, been there myself. I have no idea what relationship you have with Jesus Christ, and you may resent me for asking. I just know I have found incomprehensible strength in Him. If you ever need someone to talk to bardicraptus (at) live (dot) com. Never forget that gratefulness you felt, it will help you more than you know.

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