I had the same thought the other day.
The internet really is addicting, but I'm going to quit :)
I used to spend almost 100% of my life on the internet... That's where my life was. I met my boyfriend almost a year ago in person when I was 19 after talking to him online(as just friends) for five years. Now we live together and are about to get our first place of our own. I'm almost never on the internet now because he's my life and the only thing that interests me online is occasionally researching something or wasting some time while he plays WoW or does things on his laptop. I get so annoyed when spends so much time playing his games... I'm trying to take an interest in them too because he wants me to and I want to be a part of everything in his life, but it's hard and has begun to get boring. I was so against him starting to play that game again because we'd had problems with it before when we weren't even physically together... now I feel selfish wanting him to give me his attention instead of doing something he enjoys. I wish he enjoyed spending time with me instead of wondering why I get upset and start to bug him while he plays or when he says he wants to spend the rest of the night leveling up. I hope he'll be more excited about watching his daughter grow up when she's born in December than his warlock.
At least you caught yourself!
TAS, Smile-Therapy.com
And for extra irony points, here you are, posting the even more insightful revelation about the blog, on MMT... :-)
Veov, you sound codependent and should look into therapy for yourself before moving in with a boyfriend you've dated less than a year.
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